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by hapy | 08:00 PM
my car doesn't have a cd player so i've been listening to the radio on my way to/from work. wow, there are some really bad songs out there these days. people are welcome to write bad songs but, i just can't believe it's being played on the radio.
by hapy | 04:41 PM
My car hit its 200k mark over the weekend.
by hapy | 10:36 AM
There seems to be a part of my past that I am reluctant to let go. It feels as though the older you get, the less important friends become. My friends have been (and still are) one of the most treasured things in life. Ultimately, I guess, that I'm just a bit saddened that no one now seems to share this sentiment.
I remember not too long ago, I purchased a bike. I decided to get into give it a try and purchased a bike. More than half of this decision was based on the excitement my friend shared about biking. I just wanted to partake in a friend's hobby and that was good enough reason for me.
Going to dinner for company though you've already eaten, trips to Bestbuy when you've got nothing to buy, I miss those days when things didn't have to make sense and it was okay.
Maybe we're all growing up. Maybe we've more important things to do. No one seems to go out of their way for anyone anymore. Everything has to make sense. Everything has to end by 10.
This is why I'm looking very much forward to the much acclaimed Blizzard titles. I want to waste time, stay up late, feel like crap at work, doing something silly, things that girls wouldn't understand, with friends.
Radiohead and Miley Cyrus | music
blank | mood
by hapy | 12:25 AM
Fate, destiny, vision, or whatever you might call it, can lead to great failure. I don't mean to discount the whole concept of such ideas, but rather the realization of them. Fate can only be realized in hindsight. One can only hope that their choices and chances taken, along with a bit of luck, will lead to something that they can look back with contentment.
Often, I hear people serve up fate to defend their lack of reason. It is far too easy for someone to go 'allin' forcing the decision upon someone/something else. From desperation, desire, want, or need, fate is used to justify and motivate ourselves. In our first-person view of our lives, everything is determined by chance and luck. Your deepest wants and desires, despite fate-like coincidence, is just that and nothing more.
More often than not, it's coincidence. You won't find destiny in such trivial matters.
I realize that there are a lot of holes the size of NC potholes in this thought, but this is how I feel at the moment.
by hapy | 04:23 PM
to help tim, i did a bit of browsing on the new control panel and came across a few hosted layouts. i'm too lazy to make my own and i'm not too creative so this was a nice find for me.
on a side note, jina's been reading my old entries on xanga and tabulas. i think she was bored and actually started from the very beginning. after reading through, she told me that i was a 'weird child'. hahahahaha. i read through some and i must agree. i think i was in a weird place where i wanted to express and speak my inner feelings but felt embarassed or afraid what people might think of them. this resulted in odd entries that even i struggle deciphering what i really meant.
on a random note, i'll be driving to dallas this coming tuesday and staying with jina's family for two weeks. i shall enjoy these lazy days permitted by not having a j-o-b.